[Tigereyes]

I actually miss homework and studying because at least I know how to push through that and be productive. This career shit--I have no fucking idea what I'm doing or how to make progress. I feel like I'm losing my mind, and I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to talk to who understands. I don't have the support I need. I'm not sure I believe careers are a real thing. I don't know what I'm doing. I didn't expect myself to survive college. I thought I would die before I graduated. And now I'm supposed to have shit together, and I've never felt so lost and alone. I don't know what I want to do with my life because I didn't expect to still be alive. I don't know what my interests are because I sacrificed everything to survive school. I'm miserable and I don't know how to fix it. I don't have enough experience. I don't have money for anything, including therapy. I need therapy.