Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
May 6th 2009, 10:42 PM
Thank God I said something. I feel slightly better.
Only slightly because there was something ELSE I wanted desperately to say - I'M SORRY!
I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for everything I did. I wish I could talk to you about it, but when you said "It's not that I don't wanna talk to you, it's that I don't wanna have to think about what happened." So was it okay to not say sorry for all that, just because you didn't wanna talk about it.
I am sorry. I hope you know that. Oh how I wish you'll talk to me properly, in person, but I know you won't. I so wanna talk, but at the same time I don't want to get in your way.
Love you x
Sometimes it's better to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve
S. M ... still in my heart, forever
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