[Twisted]

I said from the start that i would be incredibly stupid to expect anything to happen, and i don't think i did really expect anything. But i wish our 'thing' or whatever it was had lasted a bit longer. I may not have expected anything but i certainly wanted it, but given the situation i should have known that it wasn't going to happen, not right now anyway.

I still want to be friends though, there's nothing there saying we can't be friends, i just miss when we used to speak online or through text nearly every day and how we used to see each other more. You're like the perfect guy for me but alas its not meant to happen, not right now. I would say never say never but the situation is just too complicated for anything anytime soon.

But yeah, given the situation i know not to force myself onto you that would be just selfish. If you want to speak to me you will, and you still do. It's just not in the same light.