Bulimia Nervosa and suffering. -
December 2nd 2018, 06:09 AM
So I have struggled with Bulimia Nervosa since I was around 10. It wasn't that bad until I hit high school and since then it has only gotten worse. A few weeks ago is when I really noticed it was getting bad. I started throwing up a little bit of blood, although that isn't really normally I thought it was. Until a couple weeks after it kept happening and it only got worse. Now it is to the point any time I throw up it is mostly all blood and it is dark red, my throat is always burning. It hurts to breath, swallow pretty much anything. Yet I still do it. I haven't gone to the hospital but I know I should. Yet the worst part is I don't know if I am ready to or even if I want to.
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