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It's saddening that I have created an environment where you think I'm going to get annoyed with you each time you bail, even for a genuinely legitimate concern. Technically, if you want to think of it like that, I could have been upset and annoyed with you when you bailed on me for not coming last Friday, but I didn't. I just wished I could look after you but knew I had to stay away and give you time. I wasn't annoyed at you then either, I was just sad for you.

Now when I be genuine and tell you I'm not annoyed you won't believe me. You had to bail for a legitimate reason. It's not like the first few days back when I had to wait 3 1/2 months to see you only for you to bail because of rain. This is a real reason why you had to bail. I'm not going to be annoyed at you for it but I understand why you feel that I would, and nothing I can say is really going to change that.