Re: Screaming thread. -
November 14th 2018, 01:46 PM
I'm really not okay. I've never been so far from okay for so long. I'm not sure I can ever be okay again. I need to feel the pain before I can heal from it. But the pain hurts too much. And others can't handle seeing me in so much pain. So I have to suppress it. And until I'm able to let myself feel it, I can't heal. And my inability to heal also hurts them. I'm stuck.. I don't have enough support. I need support desperately. I'm about to lose the little support I do have.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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