[Kate*]

This sucks, that doesn't mean I'm not glad to have a job or that I'm not going to work it all, but it also doesn't mean that I don't have a right to complain about how much it sucks. And telling me to "just do it" and "stop working yourself up about it" isn't going to make a difference. I know what this takes out of me, I know how much I can handle before I need a break, and I know what happens when I'm forced to work beyond my limits. It isn't pretty.