Hey Bella,
Two years is amazing dear. If you made it two years, you can make it through this. Maybe when you have an urge to hurt yourself, try some of the alternatives, they can be found
here.
Could you talk to someone outside of your family? A teacher or counselor maybe? I know it can be hard, but try to ignore what your father says. Just do your best, you don't have to be prefect.If you need/want someone to talk to, feel free to
pm me.