Re: Screaming thread. -
July 10th 2018, 06:32 AM
It's going to be another night of nightmares. I can feel it. I keep seeing him dying, me holding him, me snapping afterwards... this life isn't worth living without him but I keep fearing that I'm going to lie him and I don't want to think about it but at the same time of I don't it'll make things ten times harder and he's already frail...
Why does thurs scare me so much? Where will I go after? Who will I habe? I'll have no one close to me. And I would've failed him..i promised him I'd get us out of here, that we'd be ok just us against the worldbut it's not looking like that. God please help me. Please don't take him from me.
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