Flashbacks all day long... Started around 815. I can taste it feel and see it. Over and over and over. I can't get it out of my head. How disgusting that was.

What do I do? I'm freaking out. I want to talk to my boss but I can't let him know I'm disabled until I can file for something after a year.

Please God help! This has been getting ready to happen for about a week.. It started with the taste and now it's all just stuck.

Maybe if I eat enough it will make it go the hell away.

I hate myself for allowing that to happen.