Re: Screaming thread. -
June 7th 2018, 03:10 AM
This anxiety is so bad and I just wanted a hug but you had to make me feel worse about myself and I didn't even get the hug I needed but I'm not suppposed to need hugs anyway. Don't need hugs if I can drown myself in a bottle. Helps with the anxieyt. Fucking shit, I ruined everything. Fuck ttrying to make things better it only ever backfires. Fuc k me. I want to die. Recovery sucks and I don't want it. I'm tired of this fucking bullshit. No relief is all that my life is.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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