I'm gonna lose him... His lupus is getting worse and now his kidneys are failing and I don't know what to do. No one will help me. We don't have money for crazy treatments that are only going to treat his symptoms.
I can't lose him. He's all I have. He's my whole world. My only family, were in
th is together. Alone in the world. I wouldn't know how to get through this life without him.