[nothereanymore]

Someone actually looked me in the face tonight and said “you just need to take better care of yourself”... because it’s just that simple. my identical twin sister died just over four months ago when an impaired driver ran her over while she was walking on the sidewalk and I was forced to get a full-time job and become self-sufficient because my dad can do that, so I can too, right? my health is suffering because this shit is stressful, and because I’m actually suffering, not because I’m not taking care of myself. And when I take care of myself poorly, don’t you think I have a pretty damn good reason to?