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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
May 28th 2018, 05:59 PM
I'm not okay. I'm going to tell you that I'm okay even though I'm not. I'm not sure if I want you to believe me or call me out on my bullshit. You've seen the meal logs and the check-ins, you know I'm starting to abuse my body again and you are probably more aware than I am that a relapse is on the horizon. I'm going to keep saying I'm okay though because I have to be okay. I'll lie on the meal logs, I'll lie on the check-ins. I don't want to lie but I don't want anyone to worry. I'm going to be fine. I made it out alive last time, I'll make it out alive this time too.
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