[Tigereyes]

How could you even think about trying to replace him?? And so soon? I don't want another cat yet. I don't want another maine coon yet. I just want to be alone with my grief for a while.. you can never replace what's been lost. All I'll be able to think is that the new cat is not him, and I wish it was. And that's not fair to me or the new cat. And we won't be able to bond properly because I have college. And what's worse is you're keeping this from me. I only know because my brother told me. Maybe you had good intentions by trying to surprise me or something, but this hurts too much. I can't handle it. Don't get another cat yet. Please... and please don't keep talking about him in front of everyone else. I can't.. it hurts too much.

Not to mention the fights today.

I really hate being sober. I don't want to be sober. Why is that so bad?