Re: Was I even raped? -
May 12th 2018, 01:30 PM
It doesn't sound like you're making it up in your head. You were under the influence and you kept asking him to wait or slow down but he didn't and that's assault.
You said it doesn't have much of an impact on you but that's okay. Everyone reacts and copes with things differently and they do it in their own time.
The fact that you're reminded of him sometimes (like with the cigarette breath) is normal though I imagine it is uncomfortable. Maybe when your boyfriend smokes you can leave the room or do something else? For instance, you could go smell some perfume or some kind of food instead.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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