[Tigereyes]

I know it's not my business if you're talking about me or not, and I know you said it's not bad things about me, but I'm so paranoid about that, and it doesn't go away. I'm pretending not to be anxious and paranoid with not knowing what you did or didn't say about me to someone I don't trust, but I'm not sure I'm okay with it. But I want to do whatever is best for you, whatever that means for me. And I won't ask you again because that went badly last time, so I'll just let this anxiety consume me and learn how to put on a face to say everything's fine. I'm sorry..