[fairyviolet75]

OMG WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY IS TRYING TO PUT ME DOWN OR SOMETHING IT'S JUST REALLY HARD RIGHT NOW LIVING AS SOME OVERSENSITIVE PERSON WHO DOESN'T SHOW WHEN THEY ARE SAD OR ANGRY WHENEVER SOMETHING GETS SAID I MEAN I'VE TRIED TO NOT TAKE THINGS PERSONALLY OR LET GO BUT IT'S JUST SO HARD. I ALSO FEEL LIKE THEY JUST WANT TO MAKE THE FACT OBVIOUS THAT THEY ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME AND THAT I SUCK OR SOMETHING IDK WHY IT JUST FEELS THAT WAY. I JUST KEEP FEELING LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS AND GETTING SAD OVER AND OVER EVEN WHEN I KNOW IT'S WASTE OF TIME. THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING IS I'VE LITERALLY STOPPED TRUSTING PPL I CONSIDER RUDE BUT THEY STILL MANAGE TO HURT ME JUST COS I'M SO SENSITVE. I FEEL LIKE THIS IS MORE OF MY FAULT THAN THEIRS JUST BY BEING BORN SENSITIVE I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY WHICH I HAVE ALREADY DONE A COUPLE OF TIMES SO ITS GETTING OLD ARGH