[Everglow.]

Manager did the rota wrong and put me down to work a day I never work and I only just found out, got all shaky and had to message him to say I wont be there
Can't stop feeling on edge now, wasn't prepared, sweating so much I'm uncomfortable because of it.
Literally hate how my body reacts to this shit.
and in other news I read an article about female adults who got late diagnoses for autism and a lot of that they said is me all over, but because i'm so afraid of doctors I won't talk to anybody even though I feel like I might be possibly mildly autisic