[Fanatic]

Stop trying to ask you care. Also stop trying to complain to me about everything while I have my own issues. Because of you, you have pushed me over the edge way too many times...ive made up my mind tho. Suicide might sound like a wrong answer to most but sometimes to experience it or feel the feeling that things matter more than they seem, you have to be risky. I lack that in a lot of places because basically I am broken down so much by others that I’ve lost a lot of meaning.