I just want to get a bit of my book read. I would be okay with reading one chapter but one chapter leaves me at chapter 3 and I hate stopping at uneven numbers. Maybe I can try and get past that tonight but given my anxiety IDK.

I also don't want to over think my psych appointment because there was one point where he was a bit shore ... but idk ... I think I AM over thinking it because what happened Friday. I see him in 3 weeks so I should get a feel for it all over the next few months tbh. So there is no need to over think. He is actually providing me with good treatment so staying isn't going to impede that like it would if I stayed with a therapist I was uncomfortable with