[Tigereyes]

You're really not meeting my emotional needs right now. I know you're trying to look out for you. But who's looking out for me now? I've never felt so alone, and it kills me that I feel this way when you're physically by my side. You're there, but there's so much distance between us. I'm losing myself now. I've tried to hold on for you, but if I'm on my own to cope with this, I'm about out of options. Looks like harm reduction is the best I can manage. I'm sorry.