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Re: Screaming thread. - February 26th 2018, 01:41 PM
What if the reason I got into the mess is because my life was so fucking unmanageable that I saw no other option to get by, and now that I'm "clean and sober" my life is more unmanageable because I threw out my way to cope when things get this bad and there's nothing good enough to replace it? Life just hurts too much right now. I don't want to get high or drunk or anything; I just want to stop feeling so much pain because it hurts too much. Is that really so wrong to want just a little bit of relief from this constant and increasing pain? If this is what sobriety feels like, I don't want it. It fucking sucks.

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