[Storyteller.]

Originally Posted by Green Yoshi

... I have tried it, but there's no point trying anything if no one's there to walk the journey with me.

Do you mind me asking what exactly you have tried? Have you talked to a therapist? Have you tried to keep yourself busy so you don't think about "her" as much? Have you started keeping a journal or engaging in some other activity to help you sort through and accept your feelings? I know you've mentioned spending time with some cats in your area, and that's great, but I'm sure there are plenty of other things that you haven't tried (and maybe haven't even thought of). The more you tell us about your situation and what you've done so far, the more we'll be able to come up with useful suggestions.