Re: Screaming thread. -
February 10th 2018, 08:42 PM
I feel like I'm not allowed to eat anymore. If I eat, then I gain weight. If I gain weight, then I'm not actually sick. If I'm not actually sick, then I really, really don't deserve help. I can rationalize getting sicker because it means I'm deserving of help, but isn't the purpose of help is to get me healthy again? I realize that it's not that I'm irrational, it's that I'm unreasonable. My rationalizing skills are perfectly sufficient, it's the reasoning ones that need work.
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