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Re: Screaming thread. -
January 26th 2018, 01:39 AM
I ate a ‘normal’ amount of food and I panicked so I purged. But I stopped halfway through my purge and just sat on the floor of the shower and evaluated my life. There has never been a moment that I’ve been so torn about this disorder. It wants me to die, I want to live. It feels like the only way to live is to do what the disorder tells me to do, but I know that will only kill me. I never wanted this. I just want to be healthy and okay.
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