[Starseeker]

The view outside my window now is one of the most beautiful I've ever seen. The sky's a mixture of gray and deep blue. Swarms of snowflakes are covering the land already thick with a white layer. Bare trees are bending under loads of snow; it almost looks as if they were wrapped with tiny bells jingling after each gust of wind. Few passersby make the snow crunch under their warm boots and leave dark marks on the ground.
Not many people are going out in this weather. But I am. I don't know why, but it's like a magnet to me. I want to go outside, sit down and stare into snowflakes dancing in the air. I won't care about the cold, I won't care that my limbs are freezing and that tiny bits of ice are melting on my eyelashes.
Do you know why it's magnetic? Because I'm sad. If I wasn't this evening would look totally different. You'd sit with me here, next to warm heaters, and we would marvel at this wonderful winter landscape together.
Then I wouldn't have anything to look for outside. I wouldn't be sad. I'd stay home, because everything I need would be home.
Maybe it's happening right now in a parallel universe. Let's hope so... at least that me is probably way happier.