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Re: Screaming thread. -
January 16th 2018, 01:18 PM
I couldn’t sleep last night. In my futile attempts to get comfortable, I touched my shoulder and for the first time ever, I felt how boney it is. I’m one thin layer of fat away from the bones being visible on the outside. Maybe I am getting too thin. The number today is lower than it has been in a week, but it’s still too high. My body is begging for food, but my mind can’t let me have it. The anxiety I feel in the kitchen is unlike anything else. I ran in and out so quickly for coffee. I’ll be okay though, right? I don’t like to eat. Eating is bad. I can survive on coffee and vitamin water.
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