[Starseeker]

To you. Again. It's always to you.
Today, something changed. I felt it and I'm absolutely sure it wasn't a delusion, I felt a change as if it was tangible. It was a change from neutral to positive. You finally seemed relaxed in my company, which honestly means a great deal to me. Your broad smile was finally genuine and you hugged me way longer than you normally do. Where did this change come from? I'm just wondering. Not that I'll complain, of course...
what a pity starting tomorrow I'll only see you occassionally. I thought our friendship could become something more. Maybe it will still be possible - quite unlikely, though. I don't know. We'll see what our lives throw at us next.