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Re: Screaming thread. -
January 10th 2018, 04:18 PM
Lets see. My meds arent working because im bipolar, borderline personality, major deppresive, binge eating purge type, anorexic. Doctors cant figure out the right combination. I didnt sleep at all last night. I masturbated for the first time so I feel really gross but im conflicted because it felt good. I disguist myself. Im also engaged and am supposed to get married in August 2018. Im moving across the country where I know no one. Literally no one. I will have no medical care, dental care, eye care, car insurance. I feel fucked. I want to kill myself. I feel trapped in my body.
"If I could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then I would see who I really am.” -Wintergirls
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