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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
January 9th 2018, 02:56 AM
I cried tonight. I stared in the mirror and looked at my body, trying to comprehend how something so large can exist. I’m too big for this world, and for the first time in years, suicide was a legitimate thought on my mind. But I can’t do that to my kids. My coworkers could do my job for me, but I know those kids love me. I know that if I killed myself, they’d never forget it. They’d never forgive me. I can’t do that to them. Suicide hurts too many people. I know how it hurts. I don’t think I can tell my counselor about this. I can’t tell her I considered suicide, even if only briefly. I’m okay. I have to be okay. I want to be okay.
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