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Re: Screaming thread. -
December 17th 2017, 05:32 AM
I can’t stop thinking about him. I ate so much today too, which makes things worse. I purged so much that I nearly blacked out in the shower. I don’t want to die, but I’m not about living anymore. My therapist told me I could email her if things get bad, but it’s barely been a week without counseling, I have to be able to make it longer than a week. I’m probably going to cut tonight, I don’t think I can fight this anymore. I’m not eating tomorrow. I refuse.
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