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Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
December 8th 2017, 01:36 PM
I need to buy new clothes because nothing fits anymore. I ended up crying in the Target dressing room because size X jeans were too big - how have I gotten too small to wear size X, but I don’t look any different? I don’t have money to buy new clothes, but I look like a child playing dress up in everything I currently own. I’ll go to GoodWill or something. It’s winter, I can wear oversized sweaters and not be questioned. I have to have jeans and pants that fit though.
I tried on a skirt that I adored at Target, and the smallest size was too big for my waist. I’m not that skinny, but my waist is small (even I realize that). The attendant told me to check out the kids section, they have similar stuff. I’m a 20 year old woman, basics are one thing to buy from the kids section, but a skirt? I’m mortified. I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. I never thought my eating disorder would go so far. I’m terrified of losing any more weight, but eating would make me gain. Starving can solve my problems, right?
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