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Re: Screaming thread. -
November 29th 2017, 01:07 PM
I don’t want to go to counseling today because my actions in the past two weeks only further prove I’m incapable of taking care of myself. I already know that, she already knows that, but I don’t want to admit it. In two weeks without counseling, I lost X (then gained Y), passed out, lied to people about what I’m eating, cut again, and relapsed with purging. I hate purging. It hurts and it’s humiliating, but I was so desperate. I ended up collapsing as I purged and now I have a giant bruise on my knee. I’m killing my self, I know that I’m killing myself. But I can’t sfop it.
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