I am tired of being me.

Seems like people constantly pick on me and I can't do anything right. Had a decent time with family but then the comments about my weight and other things occurred.

I am thankful that you are noticing my weightloss but 'You look good' makes me feel like shit because it implies I didn't before.

Also, no the new dish I made had very little to do with some diet thing...it literally had to do with the fact that I've wanted to experiment with things for years but have always been hesitant because I don't want to ask my dad to pay for it.

This side dish was pretty inexpensive ... I think it cost a total of $10-$15. I suppose it might have cost more but most the ingredients we already have.