Thread: Triggering (Abuse): He goes to my college now Part 2
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Unhappy He goes to my college now Part 2 - November 21st 2017, 02:02 AM
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So for those of you who read my first post about this, there's been a resolution! But its not over yet...
I went to the safe place counseling center on campus to see what they could do for me and the counselor helped me tons about telling me my options and supporting me as I told her my story. She helped me file a Title IX complaint to the school, which is a form that says there's been abuse/sexual assault that happened between me and another student (my abuser) on campus. I got a no contact order so I feel a little bit safer now but now the Title IX coordinator emailed me asking if I want to go further with this and in part I do! I want to get the investigation done and hopefully he'll be kicked out and I will never ever see him again in my entire life. But at the same time I'm afraid, because what the investigation will do is that they talk to me, hear my story, then talk to him, hear his side, and I'm afraid that he's gonna manipulate his way to winning over me like he always does and he won't be kicked out and that's it. I just am so scared and afraid of so many things and I don't wanna go through this process but at the same time I think it's worth the sacrifice? I just want this to be over with already. Any advice? I have to email back before November 28th so advice now would be great thanks

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AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
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