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I made a key for this thread in this post we have friend 1 and friend 2 I have gave them numbers so it's easier to understand.


Hi guys I turned 21 a few days ago and me and my mates decided to go out and get very drunk and go clubbing. The night went very well great night.

The day after we planned to go to nando's which is a restaurant in case you are not aware one of my 2 friends was unable to make it because he was not feeling well most likely because he had a hangover after our hardcore night out haha.

Me and my mate went to eat it was all good he brought me lunch for my birthday I was very thankful I like to show my appreciation when people buy me things so I made sure I said thank you. My other friend did turn up after and we went for a walk around town the 3 of us. friend 1 who I ate dinner with wanted to by a jacket because he thinks it's stupid that it is winter and I do not wear jackets I explained to him that I am getting a coat for Christmas and explained to him I did not want one. I told him that many times when he asked but he still kept forcing it.

After a short while he brought me a jacket in the sale and demanded the money for it after countless times which I said no thank you. I refused as it was his choice and I can not afford in my situation with not working much because of my anorexia which he knows that i do not get a lot of money like him.
We go to friends 2 flat and pay Fifa which is a football game on the playstation if you are not aware we are all pretty made on football. We playing that having a laugh in the flat and suddenly he starts turning nasty and even friend 2 said he went weird. We were walking back to his car because he said he would drive me and drop me off at the train station so I could get back home I live out of town about an hour away. We got to his car and he got my stuff and told me to walk home and I was like what the fuck mate? He just drove off.

I had no clue where I was alone in the dark very little phone signal. I ring friend 2 up crying and he came and got me to the train station and got me home. Friend 1 kept saying before he kicked me out that I treat my family poorly because I got in argument with my mum on the phone and called her a cow I have ADHD and my family just let it blow over when I swear at them or use a rude word it does not bother them. I have tried to find counselling but England do not fund it anyway we are going off track here!


Back on track he said that I treat my family badly and just left me to get home myself I had no way of getting home I have dyslexia I can not read maps I could not get home I missed my train and everything!.

My mum is angry I spoke to friend 2 and he said he had no right to do what he did to me. He sent me a message and I just ignored him all night as I was upset with him. I did answer and he said sorry but then he suddenly changes and starts saying it's all my fault and I am ungrateful for the meal which he brought me and that I need to learn how to get home by myself. How can you expect me to get home when I can't read what the fuck? Now he does not want to be my friend and what makes it worse he acts like he is the victim I am the victim here! these 2 guys are my only friends and I have been through so much with my eating disorder I just don't feel like my life is worth living sometimes I am not very well as it is with all my mental health problems I just feel so sad and depressed. My mum is very upset with friend 1