I don't know if you'll be there today or not. If you are I'm sure I will see you and say hello, maybe a chat a bit, but what I really want to tell you is that I miss you. I have always loved you and I regret losing you. I want to be friends again but I don't know how; you're so big on emotional health and boundaries that I feel like if I tell you the slightest thing is wrong you'll pull away from me and I don't know if I can be friends with someone like that. I don't know if you even want to be friends with me. I haven't known what you've wanted for a long time.