[Celyn]

I can't be bothered? I feel bad saying that to you, but I feel sorry for you as well. You don't realise that you aren't that far off from the people you don't like. I hope I'm wrong. Please prove me wrong.

I wish we could be together. I miss how we used to be. I'm scared of trying to go back to that, because I am now just convincing myself that you probably like someone else by now anyway...hence the distance?

I feel like crap. I hate not telling you everything, especially if you are serious about wanting to know about my life. But I can't tell you this. I just wish that you could reassure me, that you do love me, and that you aren't going to leave me...rather than me trying to reassure myself, which feels like a never ending battle.