Everything is happening so fast. I know it's all good stuff but I feel overwhelmed. A test this past week and I don't have the results. A test next week and I have no idea what is going to be on it. If I don't pass either it isn't the end of the world. This shows that I can get a job.

I also have to get that letter from my doctor and I feel like shit doing that.

Kind of want to die. Kind of want to cut. I think I'll try and distract by reading a chapter or two of my book.