I can't stand myself.

I want to fucking die.


At least the services I have available are some of the best in the country. I'll still be jobless by the end of next year.

I am such a negative piece of shit. I have people that can help me and I still get down on myself. I am great at interviewing...a number of different people have told me that. I just feel way less confident now that I am going for a 'Adult' job.