Thread: Triggering (Abuse): He goes to my college now
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Re: He goes to my college now - October 18th 2017, 09:19 PM
I saw him again, just now while walking to class again. I want to call again today, but this would be the 3rd time I call. They've told me before that the counselor on site is with a client and can't be told of my urgency yet but they would take note and let them know and STILL no call. I'm afraid if I keep calling they'll call me troublesome and make it so I'm less likely to receive help from them. I'm considering calling another DV service I used to volunteer at but I'm afraid to do that too. It's like I feel like if I ask for help then they'll know that my situation isn't over and they will think I can't do my job and I need this internship to graduate. If I ask for resources for a "friend" they would tell me to ask the friend to call them to talk to them because that's what I do at the internship when someone calls asking for resources for a friend.
The anxiety is getting to me I feel so stuck

THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.