I really need to gather the courage to call the therapist. I believe, she is the one I talked to last year who told me to call back in a few months and I never did because I thought I had found a therapist. Then I ended up calling back after that therapist didn't work and she wasn't accepting any patients, again.

If I call sometime soon she might not be accepting patients but she might tell me to call back in a few months. If I do that I might be able to get in by January or something.

She could also be the therapist I called who was no longer in practice and had retired. This would suck because out of all the therapists that take my insurance she seems like the best to deal with trauma and she also does EMDR. The only other female therapist that does EMDR, that I would see, apparently does christian counseling.