Re: Screaming thread. -
October 11th 2017, 08:43 PM
Why does school have to be so damn difficult for me? I already am getting all the special help I can get with Aides and such and I suppose it does help but I feel stupid because of it. I am constantly asking myself why can't I be like one of those girls that go to school and don't even seem to try hard and still get A's all the time. I hate school and still bust my ass just to be barely average and it is discouraging. Sometimes I think to myself Why the Hell do I even do it. I am not going to make it into college. In two years I will be 17 years old and at that time I can legally drop out of high school. I know it would devastate my Mom, but I am not cut out for this. I know the best I am going to be is working some low paying job that is shitty and don't take brains to do it. It is discouraging but it is the truth.
"Every challenge is an opportunity to prove to the world that you are, Extraordinary."~ Lzzy Hale of Halestorm
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