[nothereanymore]

how hard is it to help someone out... how many places do I have to share it, and how many times...

you don't understand. you have no compassion.

nothing like feeling trapped in a relationship. if I didn't want to be intimate he wouldn't want to be with me. and I don't. I honestly don't. there's no pleasure in it at all. I'm just a slut. a sex doll. a money hungry incompetent needy sex doll. no more. if I were celibate we would never have started dating. I hate this. but I don't want to break up with him because he's got so many other things on his plate.

I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to kill myself.