[Celyn]

Are you ignoring me? Do you even care about me, or am I a fool for thinking that you do? Why am I being excluded and ignored? You say one thing and do the opposite. Do you really want to know or do you just want me to make you happy? What about me, what do I get from this?

I would love it if you took more interest in me. Replied to me, started conversations with me, sent me cute/funny stuff, checked in on me. Would love it if I could meet up with you at some time, and we could chat and cuddle. Visit places, do things, even if it's just a simple walk in the park.

But it's all a dream, right?

You are you, and I'm just stupid and childish.

I mean nothing to you really.