I'm definitely not a professional, so I can't say whether you have an eating disorder or not, but it definitely sounds like you could have symptoms of an eating disorder. Even if you don't have a full-blown
ED, the fact that you are questioning it at all probably means that you would benefit from seeing someone about it. Have you thought about making an appointment with your GP or a therapist? Just talking it through can honestly help so much and make it all feel less overwhelming to deal with, and if you haven't developed an
ED yet, you may be able to tackle this early while it is relatively easier to treat!
