[Kate*]

This whole forcing myself to be a morning person so I can be at work at the crack of dawn is not working. I was told "a few" early morning shifts and it's every shift for the next two weeks. Hopefully, once I know what the hell I'm doing I'll get a schedule I can live with.

I've never had this before, hopefully I just slept on it wrong or something and it goes away.

I am NOT okay, and it needs to go away so I can enjoy my few hours of my day off before I have to go to bed early and work the next 2 days.

I'm fine with 4 days a week, but if I end up with all early mornings or working every single weekend, we're going to have a major problem. Honestly the worst part about it is having to go in the back door and needing a manager to clock me in and out. I just want to walk in the front door clock myself in and get on with it!

I think changing the meds has actually made me worse, but so far I only hate and dread my job when I'm not doing it.