[Kate*]

That makes you a total hypocrite. The guy you hate is GONE, you can't keep blaming him to avoid holding the new guy accountable because you like him better, while complaining that the whole problem is that no one will blame the first guy. HIS TIME IS OVER! STOP BLAMING HIM for shit the new guy has done. Again, if I were to argue the other side, you'd be throwing a fucking fit. At least the last guy was sane!

I don't want to do this, and even if I like her, she's leaving, so I can only see her once, but I wasn't going to cancel because of that after waiting 3 months! I REALLY don't want to do that either, and I'm definitely waiting until at least Thursday to start just in case side effects are horrific. I finally decide to start trying to fix things and end up screwed because people suddenly decide after years, to leave their practices! What the fuck!?

Now I feel alone, this is a new one. I'm having to rebuild my life alone. My friends won't be there to go with me or first.

They should always, but they won't always, and that's not always your fault.