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Re: Screaming thread. -
July 1st 2017, 06:39 AM
I am struggling tonight. I feel super fucking sad and I am thinking about death and suicide. I haven't read much today and I am starting to question if the reason I have been reading so much this past month is to drown out this depression.
I have a psychiatrist appointment on the 11th and I am going to talk to him about the fact that I haven't been super compliant. I don't know, I might end up chickening out.
If I go back to taking my meds I will have to change one of them because my new insurance for meds doesn't want to cover things that are contraindicated and the two medicines I take are.
They also lied to my dad about serotonin syndrome and tried to like scare him into not taking his medication anymore etc. That seems super dangerous to me. I don't even think he is taking the medications that are more likely to cause it?
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